Friday, June 12, 2009

I never have good ideas for these titles...:)

I'm really bad about this whole blogging thing :)

So this summer has been interesting.

I know that I'm in a time of preparation for the things God wants to do in my life. Lately, he's been speaking to me about my future, grad school, etc and I'm trying not to get too caught up with the future. Though I know there will be huge changes coming in about a year, there are changes that are happening now. There are changes and frustrations and preparation that I have to deal with now. It's can get overwhelming and scary. I'm being stretched and pulled and, in certain ways, tested in almost every area of my life. These past few weeks I've really had to seek God and his guidance on just how to get through the day glorifying him. I guess that's what I'm trying to figure out-the best way to bring glory to Jesus.

My life basically now is working at Publix and lately it's been pretty frustrating and annoying and all the other negative adjectives possible. I'm needing to discern whether this is because it could be time for me to move on or if it's just one of those times where I need to suck it up and deal with it. A lot of the time I'm at work and I feel like I should be doing something more productive for the Kingdom but other times I feel like being there is a way God has me being about his business...ahhh. I just need guidance and peace about a lot of things in my life right now.

If anyone actually reads this, would you pray for me? Thanks.